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Monday, April 5, 2010

The "standby" mode.

I've always believed nothing happens by chance....Every single thing happens for a reason, and this is being proved since a long time.....and maybe this is the reason behind my strong belief in divine messages even in thing we see while walking down the streets or words we hear in those day to day chit chats...


A Person never thinking doing this today will lead to this tomorrow acts normally....and life takes him/her to where Allah has decided for him/her.....he may realize the significance then, he may realize it later....he may never realize it at all, yet....the significance is always present....but due to our lack of knowledge we never knew what's the best for us.


It's been a long time since I last paused and thought about what's going on around....maybe because my poor brain was taking too much orders to proceed in performing all of them.....I couldn't get any messages, not because the messages aren't being sent...or because "The network is busy".....it's just because "The receiver ain't on the standby mode".

I've just woke up from my "hibernation" back to the "standby" mode.....Lots of pending messages....yet there aren't any late ones....As if getting those messages that late has a significance itself....

When one gets used to something he's in a loop that he never thinks about the reason that got him in....he may never pause and think, and usually that ends in a closure.....a true closure.

But sometimes that pause causes a slight deviation in the loop's direction.....actually it's not a deviation, it's a correction, you realize why you're in that loop and that gives you a push to go on.

The Closure is usually an "escape" from hardships, from physical and mental loads.....an escape from responsibility....A word I am always afraid of, yet, my parents taught me not to escape....face, act, stand up and finish strong.....strength is a renewable form of energy.....but it's not about the form....it's about the source.


For the first time, I find myself escaping from the responsibility....due to lack of strength, I find myself in the loop, no pauses, no energy source.......the engine.....stops.


It's always harder to start an engine than accelerate its work....so how can I restart when I couldn't accelerate? How can I get that strength?


I realized being in the "hibernation" mode is more energy consuming than being on the "standby"....as in the later you get recharged by divine messages while the first one ignores them.

This may sound awkward....but responsibility and messages are very linked...you get your order from getting the message....you get guided through the message....you get recharged and pushed....through the message.

One last message I got, and I believe it's worth sharing and maybe it's a message for some of you:

"نعمتان مغبون فيهما المؤمن الصحة والفراغ"

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